
I had been deeply conditioned by society. For me, religion was largely manual. I followed rituals, wore tilak, kanchi mala, Tulsi mala, and particular clothes. I listened to different religious babas, one after another, thinking that perhaps somewhere I would find the answers. But underneath all of this, I was deeply identified with the body and with how I appeared to others. Externally, I wanted to look confident, bold, and strong. But inter…













































