All fantasies of mine are given to me by market forces. Even after knowing these, I can't…

Saras ji, look at the sentence again, all fantasies given to me by market forces, even after knowing I can't demolish them. That knowing itself is being quietly filed as a failure, as if seeing were supposed to instantly produce demolition. Seeing was never the part that breaks the fantasy on its own, that was never the deal. The doubt about your own honesty is actually proof the honesty is already working, a dishonest mind doesn't stop to ask whether it was honest.