
I hope for a better future therefore try to predict the future accordingly, but do not want to change myself . Therefore Is seeing but lack of intent in me and I don't want to remain how I am .
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I hope for a better future therefore try to predict the future accordingly, but do not want to change myself . Therefore Is seeing but lack of intent in me and I don't want to remain how I am .

Mohit ji, look at what you just wrote closely. Wanting a better future while refusing to change yourself, wanting to stop being how you are while doing nothing to move, these aren't two separate confusions, they're the same want wearing two faces. Even I don't want to remain how I am is still a wish addressed to the future, not a decision acting now. Prediction, hope, even this very complaint, all sit comfortably on the same spot without asking anything of you today. Seeing without intent doesn't just fail to move you, it can quietly become a favourite pastime, a sophisticated way of feeling honest while staying put. So don't ask what the future holds. Ask what you're refusing to do right now.