really don't understand my work fully if I am understand it don't try hard

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Saty ji, what you've described is the gap itself — either the work isn't seen clearly, or when it is seen, there's no real push to follow through. Worth asking plainly: when you say you don't understand your work fully, have you actually sat with it and found the confusion, or is "not understood" a comfortable place to stop before the harder part even starts? And when you say you don't try hard even once it's clear, that's not a separate problem — that's the same hesitation showing up after the excuse of confusion runs out. Where exactly does the stopping happen — at not knowing what to do, or at knowing and still not moving?