SONALI SONIFrom few weeks or month my goal is to chase numbers to break my record , somewhat to show and get recognition …
Talking Mirror
Sonali ji, notice the sentence doing the real work here: you say the goal is to break your older self, but right before it you also say the world sees power through numbers and understands only that. If breaking your older self were truly the aim, the measure would be something only you could verify - what shifted in how you work, what fear or craving loosened - not a record visible to others. The moment a private growth needs an external number to confirm it, check whether it's your own thinning you're tracking, or your standing in others' eyes. Both can look identical from outside; only you can see which one is actually running the chase.
