Aashutosh ShrivasI must do C , but D is more honest to say.
Aashutosh जी, notice what happened in that one line: you placed C first, as the answer you feel you should give, and D after, as the one you suspect is true — and then called D "more honest." That itself is worth looking at. Why does the honest answer have to be the second, almost apologetic one? If D is really what's true for you right now, there's nothing dishonorable in it; pretending C is already settled would be the actual dishonesty. The real question isn't which letter to pick, it's whether you're willing to watch yourself closely enough, when the moment of power actually comes, to catch the old habit before it acts. That watching is what C means — not a guarantee you'll pick it, but the willingness to look. Can you sit with that uncertainty about yourself rather than resolving it in either direction right now?
