The old would either turn into the new or will have to go away. And if it is not turning into the new, then it will keep you too old. If you are moving towards the new, now there can be no carrying of the old. Either the old will change along with you, or it will prevent you from changing. So, you too will remain a captive of the past, and you will keep suffering.
Nobody suffers more than somebody who is in this position. The Truth is calling, yet you are not prepared to give up the past, and the past is not coming along with you to the Truth. Now you are suffering—and one suffers very, very badly in such a situation. Please be smart enough. Please be intelligent. See that this is an impossible situation.