“Shiva is not giving me peace. Maybe gold, riches, pleasure, entertainment can give me peace?” This is a foolish approach. The master and the servant are one. The servant will not give you what the master is not giving you. Shakti and Shiva are one; the creator and his creation are one. What you cannot get from God you will not get from the world.
In fact, it is infidelity, impropriety, and an unpardonable sin to seek from the world what can be sought only from God.