There is some worthy battle that deserves to be fought, but you are not accepting the challenge. Because you are not accepting the challenge, there is an intrinsic misery in life; self-respect is missing.One is not really able to admire oneself.That’s not at all a nice place to be in.
Fight the right battle, pick up the right project, the right challenge, and lose in it if that’s what to be. But you will find that that kind of a defeat will be far more beneficial to you compared to the kind of games that you might be enjoying in your seemingly secure and ordered life.
Let there be a little chaos.Let there be a little destruction.Get beaten up, bleed a little.